Have you noticed the decorations? it seemed like a good idea at first until they showed up. its hard to explain, but with these log dates at least you will have some understanding. I swear someone, or something, is always on my tail. at school, at home, at the skatepark. that's why I always keep a flashlight with me, or close to me. It's the only thing that makes me feel better. I also thought he was gonna leave, because dad threatened to. Mom was really sad, and closed down here shop. Every night, I could hear her in her bed reading Edgar Allen Poe peoms. I thought that she was trying to read me a bedtime story the first time, and ever since she started taking me to school, I started seeing less of dad. Dad noticed that I put up decorations in my room. he got very mad and stomped off.
3-16-01
Dad hasn't returned for several days. I think he got mad at my decorations. I don't know why, they are very cute. The decorations are paper plates with little white bunnys with black buisness hats on. I even gave them breifcases with carrots. i thought i saw them playing with it in a dream once, but i can't fully remember. its growing dark outside, and I am in moms room, safe. I don't know if they will show up.